finished my cleanse at day 7!!
100% complete!
lost 6 pounds!
Monday, July 8, 2013
Monday, June 24, 2013
Day 3 - Herbal Detox
DAY 3!!! I've lost 3 pounds!!
Still going strong.
Today I had Alpine cereal for breakfast,
a green tea and blueberry's for lunch and a shrimp,
cranberry, goat cheese, spinach salad.
AND I'm going to have blueberry's and Melon for desert!
PS! I'm working on my 3rd job! Hopefully serving!! YAY! :)
I just had my interview today i find out tomorrow or Wednesday morning!
Catch you Later!
Sandy xxx
Still going strong.
Today I had Alpine cereal for breakfast,
a green tea and blueberry's for lunch and a shrimp,
cranberry, goat cheese, spinach salad.
AND I'm going to have blueberry's and Melon for desert!
PS! I'm working on my 3rd job! Hopefully serving!! YAY! :)
I just had my interview today i find out tomorrow or Wednesday morning!
Catch you Later!
Sandy xxx
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Day 1 Herbal Detox!
I started it today!
Day 1- done and done.
6 pills a day and 40 drops of this herbal bottle.
I had mixed Alpine for breakfast with a tiny bit of skim mix, and almond milk to drink.
Then I had a gluten-free and lactose free lasagna for dinner.
I didn't eat lunch because I had to work through it.
Tonight I plan having plain pop corn and a frozen juice popsical (Allowed one juice per day) :)
Trying hard, Staying Strong.
Sandy xxx
Day 1- done and done.
6 pills a day and 40 drops of this herbal bottle.
I had mixed Alpine for breakfast with a tiny bit of skim mix, and almond milk to drink.
Then I had a gluten-free and lactose free lasagna for dinner.
I didn't eat lunch because I had to work through it.
Tonight I plan having plain pop corn and a frozen juice popsical (Allowed one juice per day) :)
Trying hard, Staying Strong.
Sandy xxx
Monday, June 17, 2013
LOVE LOVE LOVE
This is a first.
I love my new job!
Everyone is so happy and friendly, everyone is new so were all on the same page.
Good hours, good food. happy people.
I'm hoping thing carry on great!
I need to start raking in the cash.
I need 4 grand more and school will be PAID.
I then need at least 20 grand for rent and living.
I CAN DO THIS!!!
I'm going back to dance soon!
If not this week then next week!
I PROMISE!
I can't miss it again,
I need it.
I'm going back to my spinach and goat cheese lunch, with a tiny dinner.
I think this will be a good diet to start my way back to long term fasting.
I have put on a hell of a lot of weight in the past 2 months I'm embarrassed to say how much it is.
Wish me luck!
Love you all!!!!
Sandyy xxx
P.S. Some reason I have developed a passion for reading very provocative books.
Any reason why this would be?
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
New Job!!
I ended up quitting my hotel job as well, due to the fact they decided that we don't get a break unless we work over 6 hours, (Labor law clearly states a worker is entitled to a 30 minutes brake after 5 hours).
Then, on top of that they want to pay us by the rooms. That is a half hour per room we clean, we don't get paid for setting up our cart, we don't get paid for cleaning up either and if we cant clean the room because a guest hasn't left yet we don't get paid. Its crap.
However, I got a new job!!! I work at a steakhouse and bar restaurant, this time as a line cook!!
I start training today! I'm so excited!
And the best thing, is that it hasn't opened yet, its bran new to town so everyone is new and training!
Gotta go finish getting ready!
Sandy!! xxx
Then, on top of that they want to pay us by the rooms. That is a half hour per room we clean, we don't get paid for setting up our cart, we don't get paid for cleaning up either and if we cant clean the room because a guest hasn't left yet we don't get paid. Its crap.
However, I got a new job!!! I work at a steakhouse and bar restaurant, this time as a line cook!!
I start training today! I'm so excited!
And the best thing, is that it hasn't opened yet, its bran new to town so everyone is new and training!
Gotta go finish getting ready!
Sandy!! xxx
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Finally I have a voice.
When I handed in my resignation letter at my restaurant job, I wrote the reason why I was quitting being about the manager that was harassing and bullying me. I also told him exactly what he said to me. Never did I imagine he would get head office involved.
They called me tonight to ask me how I was doing, and to get a bit more information on the situation. They were very kind, and wanted to make sure I knew that I had a voice, and that they were very upset about the situation and it will be dealt with.
Here is what actually happened that night, the reason I quit... (names removed to protect there identities)...
The manager started off the night by yelling at me and threatened my job telling me to keep busy. So I went out of my way to keep busy. After 2 hours I went to the back to have a drink. The manager followed me back there and yelled at me again, this time in front of my coworker and the kitchen staff. I tried to tell him that I hadn't had a drink in 2 1/2 hours and I was dehydrated but he told me off saying he was tired of hearing all the stupid excuses. He again asked me if I wanted to keep my job threatening that he was going to fire me if he had to talk to me again. He then asked me if I knew why I was getting shitty hours, I said it was because of my availability and he replied “no your getting shitty hours and shitty sections because of your shitty work ethics. Your hours and sections are a reflection of you” He then told me to really think hard about what he’s talked to me about if I want to keep my job. Then just before I left he said again, in front of everyone, to think hard about what he talked to me about.
He has upset so many workers there its ridiculous. I can't work there if he is there. The only way I could go back was if they fired him. But I have no idea whats going to happen.
I started looking for a new job today, but so far I haven't had much luck. This time of year its hard to find a job. I completely missed hiring season.
But we shall see,
I'll keep you updated.
Thank you for all the support and comments
My life feels like I'm on a never ending roller coster in the middle of a storm.
Sandy xxx
Monday, June 3, 2013
Quit my job :(
Well, I ended up quitting my serving job.
The manager was being an asshole to me. Harassing and belittling me. I couldn't take it anymore.
I don't care how much money I was making. A job is not worth it if its causing me to cry after every shift.
Time to get the resumes out.
Staying Strong
Sandy xxx
The manager was being an asshole to me. Harassing and belittling me. I couldn't take it anymore.
I don't care how much money I was making. A job is not worth it if its causing me to cry after every shift.
Time to get the resumes out.
Staying Strong
Sandy xxx
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Fuck, I cant go to the gym!!!
Well, my housekeeping job just got real.
My training is pretty much complete so now I'm on my own, and WOW its heavey duty.
Like I'm sweating all day because of it!
YES, this is good.
This is exactly what I wanted.
But now I'm so tired I cant do dance :(
I haven't been to yoga, and tomorrow is my last day with my month pass.
And I keep falling asleep to early.
Pros... I'm getting paid to burn a ton of calories.
But what is better?
Gym, dance, yoga 1-2 hours a day or working so hard cleaning, sweating for 8 hours 5 days a week???
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Day 2 of cleanse
Soooooo,
Unfortunately, my cleanse has ended. No, not because I failed, because the cayenne pepper reacted to my gums. Apparently, the mix that i had bought had too much cayenne in it, it caused my gums in my mouth to start peeling. and caused me to have all sores in the back of my throat as if it had burnt it...
For now I'm going to give my throat a break, its really sore today, it stung badly when I had lemon water :/
BUT I found this new cleanse I'm going to try next week called Herbal Detox, Ill post a picture when I start it. It has a lot of good herbs in it and it is in vitamin form. Your suppose to eat a little bit, however, your not allowed dairy, gluten or sugar. Hopefully this will work well for me.
UPDATE on my home-wrecker of a friend! --thank you everyone for your thoughts and opinions! I decided to let it take its course as interfering may put a strain on our friendship, specially being as I'm technically not suppose to know.
However, HE HAS A SOLE! He is sorta coming to terms that is wrong. BUT he is still continuing.
Although, one wired catch, he said the other week that her husband walked in on them a bit ago and now they are splitting up. THIS WEEK he has changed it, saying he knew the whole time, and he is cool with it. So as if they are swingers. I call bullshit.
What do you think???
Still Living! Staying Strong!
Sandyy xxx
Monday, May 27, 2013
Day 1!!
The master cleanse starts today!!
Hopefully it goes well. The juice is a little too spicy, and the salt water makes me heave...
Hopefully I can get through it.
Staying Strong!
Sandyy xxx
Hopefully it goes well. The juice is a little too spicy, and the salt water makes me heave...
Hopefully I can get through it.
Staying Strong!
Sandyy xxx
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
The Master Cleanse (Lemonade Diet)
Its called the Master Cleanse, AKA Lemonade Diet.
so for at least 3 days maximum 30, you drink lemon cyanne pepper and syrup, or water.
And it detoxifys your body!
Im so excited for this!
My jobs are going well! my new housekeeper job is great! Its a real workout! just what I wanted!
And as for my home wrecker of a friend. Apparently the girls husband walked in on them having sex, the girl and her husband are now separated... but somehow I don't believe it and it as like its his way of making it sounds like its 'ok'.
We shall see! Ill keep my blog updated.
Stay strong! <33
Sandy! xxxx
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Playing Sitting Duck
Me myself and I, we are good. Irritated but good.
I've started my 3rd job and so far, so good!
However, I'm stressed out. Now, I don't understand why in gods name this bugs me but I gotta let it out.
A friend of mine, who is suppose to be the obnoxious caring good guy in my group, is hooking up with his married friend, who has a kid!
I didn't necessarily care for this girl before I found out, but now that I know I can't stand her.
But, to top it off, they don't know I know. Now, if they knew I know, they would be aware of the fact it goes against everything I believe in, no I'm not christian, but I do have morals.
Why the hell does this bug me soooo much. And to top it off when we all hangout together this girl randomly brings up about her husband or her daughter and all I can think is I feel bad for your family, you don't deserve them you fucking whore.
Nothing good will come about this for my friend, I'm worried about him getting hurt.:(
If anyone has any suggestions on what to do please please tell me. Its making me uber stressed.
But as far as I can tell I'm stuck playing sitting duck.
xxx Sandy
I've started my 3rd job and so far, so good!
However, I'm stressed out. Now, I don't understand why in gods name this bugs me but I gotta let it out.
A friend of mine, who is suppose to be the obnoxious caring good guy in my group, is hooking up with his married friend, who has a kid!
I didn't necessarily care for this girl before I found out, but now that I know I can't stand her.
But, to top it off, they don't know I know. Now, if they knew I know, they would be aware of the fact it goes against everything I believe in, no I'm not christian, but I do have morals.
Why the hell does this bug me soooo much. And to top it off when we all hangout together this girl randomly brings up about her husband or her daughter and all I can think is I feel bad for your family, you don't deserve them you fucking whore.
Nothing good will come about this for my friend, I'm worried about him getting hurt.:(
If anyone has any suggestions on what to do please please tell me. Its making me uber stressed.
But as far as I can tell I'm stuck playing sitting duck.
xxx Sandy
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Gone Bat Shit Crazy!
K, so, I was at yoga today and I thought to myself, if I find a job that Would put me to work to help me loose more weight I'll be golden! PLUS more money! Yay to being paid to loose weight!
Mom's getting me hired at the hotel she works at so I can work there as a housekeeper cleaning rooms in the morning! :)
On another note, I went to my boots and glutes workout class and traditional hot yoga tonight! I feel wonderful!! Also, yesterday I bought the 'Magic Bullet' its a wonderful blender, that can blend ice, food, anything! Its amazing!
Staying strong!
Love you all!
xxx Sandy!
Monday, May 13, 2013
Soy Milk
(The following may trigger cravings)
I swear to god I am so mad at myself... I broke down.. I got overly stressed and had an enormous migraine yesterday. I bought a bowl size bag of m&ms :( I didn't eat them all but I ate half... and now they hidden in my drawer. However, I have been doing OK besides that, I haven't snacked at work, and I have been avoiding pop and nestea (I love nestea) and I've been having lemon water! I'm trying so hard not to go back to binge/purge, but if i don't stop the binge I may star up again. I have been so stressed since last weekend,
On the bright-ish side, I'm applying for a new job tomorrow, possibly a 5:30am hotel breakfast hostess. It includes benefits :D But we shall see, you would think a resume which includes 5 year customer service, 2 year supervisor and 4 month server, with 2 year volunteer looks pretty damn good for such a low profile job, but you never know. Wish me luck!
Gotta be up at 6am, dropping off my resume at 8, then heading out of town :p
Goodnight!
Sandy xxx
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Relapse
This will be me... one day <3
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
NEW Medicine ball. ftw!
OK well... what a great start, my titles a lie..
I bought a Reebok soft weighted ball :p not a medicine ball, they both do the same thing so oh well. I figured it would be a good thing to try.
I had a rough day today, however, I managed to finish strong.
Two days ago I had a fright at work, I was serving my robber, he tried to hide his face so I didn't figure that out until his group was paying.. lovely.
So, after a helpful counselor appointment and an annoying 3 hours of work I kicked butt at my country Zumba class and finished with an hour of hot yoga. I feel amazing!
But sadly, I haven't yet lost weight...
You would think that with eating healthy, working out 2 hours a day, running around at work, and having vitamins that boost your metabolize like chili and green tea I would be able to loose SOME pounds :(
I may have to go back to fasting... hopefully that doesn't cause me to relapse :/
Happy to be back!
Love you all!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sandy <3
Monday, May 6, 2013
I'm back for good, I promise..
Holy crap.
Its been almost 2 years...
I'm sorry.
I have been through hell and back.
At my work I have had 2 robbery's only a month apart, both of which I was the center of.
The 1st one didn't threaten me but the 2nd one held me up with a knife to my throat...
Was just lovely... sarcasm...
Today, I feel like crap. I took a Zumba class tonight and then a work out class right after. Now I hurt.
Thanks to those fucking robberies I've put on weight. I am 153 pounds and I am not happy about it. It's all stress, but it makes me mad.
I makes me cry at night. It makes me not want my boyfriend to see me naked, even though I know he thinks I'm beautiful.
I'm I a bad person?
Why are all the bad things happening to me? Why did I get robbed at work, not once, but twice?
Is this a sign that my near death experience was suppose to actually kill me and my time is soon?
I was at work (my new job [I'm a server at a family restaurant]) last night, and low an behold I realize, after I finally see his face after he finished his food, that I was serving the 2ed guy who robbed me, and 2 of his family members. What did I do? I pretended like nothing was wrong and as if I didn't know who he was... he recognized me, I'm sure he did before I recognized him, he was hiding his face the whole time I was serving them.
I have a restraining order against him... why didn't I kick him out? ughhh :(
Why is life such a fucking bitch?
So in order to take it off my mind I worked out tonight like no other... now I'm paying the price, I'm sore.
I'm doing the same tomorrow too, 225 squats, country workout class, then to finish with hot yoga.
To all my followers,
I hope you'er still with me.
xxx stay strong xxx
-Sandyy <3
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