(The following may trigger cravings)
I swear to god I am so mad at myself... I broke down.. I got overly stressed and had an enormous migraine yesterday. I bought a bowl size bag of m&ms :( I didn't eat them all but I ate half... and now they hidden in my drawer. However, I have been doing OK besides that, I haven't snacked at work, and I have been avoiding pop and nestea (I love nestea) and I've been having lemon water! I'm trying so hard not to go back to binge/purge, but if i don't stop the binge I may star up again. I have been so stressed since last weekend,
On the bright-ish side, I'm applying for a new job tomorrow, possibly a 5:30am hotel breakfast hostess. It includes benefits :D But we shall see, you would think a resume which includes 5 year customer service, 2 year supervisor and 4 month server, with 2 year volunteer looks pretty damn good for such a low profile job, but you never know. Wish me luck!
Gotta be up at 6am, dropping off my resume at 8, then heading out of town :p
Goodnight!
Sandy xxx
Good luck! You know, it sometimes helps with binges when you go in another room, calmly tell yourself that it's food, not a magnetic thing forcing you to eat, then be rude to it. Sounds ridiculous but I will act like I'm better than it, in my mind. I'll say that I've eaten enough and stay busy. Sometimes that helps. :)
ReplyDeletethat is a really great idea! i will try that! thankyou!
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