Thursday, November 12, 2009

Keepin it real

So yesterday was my surgery on having my wisdom teeth out. The iv hurt like a bitch, but other then that it went good. It's great I don't have to eat solids, but I passed out when they gave me the painkillers, it was because I hadn't eaten anything at all so now I'm being force fed things like yogurt, jello and pudding. At lest it's all lowfat.

So if anyone has an idea on really lowfat low calorie soft foods and won't put any weight on please please let me know. I'm running out of ideas.
Gosh my jaw is killing me.

Lots of love babes
--Sandy <3

Monday, November 9, 2009

And It Starts To Feel Like The Earth is Standing Still

As the weeks have gone on i've just been maintaining my weight. It's flunctuated alot but holding up. Last week I collapsed in class my mom assumed I just caught a germ, so I agreed. I don't think there is any reason to worrie her.
Been home laitly as mom doesn't want me sick for Wednesday, I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled.
I've been purging alot I know it's not good but with mom watching me eat it's hard to hide not eating. At lest when I get wisdom teeth taken out ittal be easy.
Life has been hard the past few week, I've been very jumpy with people, and I can't control it, I think I really upset my mom earlier.
Anyways to the fact it's 1 am right now I should probably get some sleep.
Tomorrow I'm going to shed the rest of my pounds!

Love Sandyy <3